Who Killed Janko?

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In November 2006, as the result of multiple stressors, I suffered from an accute attack of paranoia brought on by an uncontrolled hypomanic episode. In classic style, I began to draw connections between things that were not there. Once I identified what was happening, I dropped it all, stepped back, and sought proper medical attention. -...-
it turns out they weren't people I called 'friends' but who, in the long run, turned out to be the one's with some empathy and understanding in the end despite my behavior. Those who claimed to give a shit turned out to have no substance beneath their surfaces.

See...
coffee gives me TERRIBLE heartburn if drunk daily...at best I can drink one a week or a fortnight...not good, not bad: just the way I am.
I love coffee but learnt to stay away from it, or else.
You claim to be some expert in mathematics but your behaviour disproves it.
I will not discount that the interacting with people only CAN (and most definitely WILL) inflict harm on anybody, especially the uninitiated...I had several unpleasant experiences in the "friendship" field, so I dropped it altogether several years ago.
I grew rapidly wise to the weird online fauna: pretenders, mind players, benders, braggarts, liars, quacks and a vast array of psychotherapy rejects.
I never believed in any clique and in fact I started being banned as soon as I started visiting forums around 2001.
My deeply philosophical conclusion: I am not a licensed psychotherapist and some people need therapy but are just too cheap to seek some, thus resort to the internet, which is virtually free.

Cliques are ten times worse than individual 'funny' people or outright keyboard sociopaths...these packs of rejects do develop the most sinister and bizarre manic compulsions...
One clique went as far as reaching self-identification with some lame-a$$ telepicture about WWII: "band of brothers"...and their gospel was named "the tablets of stone"...then you shake your head when you read Hitler and Stalin were madmen.
Sure, Stalin adopted Superman's nickname (man of steel) to make up for an unimpressive Ioseb Besarionis dze Jughashvili, but hell, we can make allowance for a man like him (and Lenin, Trotsky etc ).
If a Ioseb Besarionis dze Jughashvili thinks he's a "man of steel", I can see he has some problems but how many Stalin can you count?
When some dirty quack living in a trailer or telemarketing trash starts developing the same personality as a Stalin, it's the lowest of the low.