Actually, Dennis:
In November 2006, as the result of multiple stressors, I suffered from an accute attack of paranoia brought on by an uncontrolled hypomanic episode. In classic style, I began to draw connections between things that were not there. Once I identified what was happening, I dropped it all, stepped back, and sought proper medical attention.
You, on the other hand, not identifying what was happening (for how could you have?) assumed I had some motive, when in fact the motive was my near complete psychic disintegration.
I'm fairly certain that Gus, Gollin, and others saw this coming in me for years, since I am a text-book high risk candidate for what happened to me. I suspect that Gus, Gollin, and others actually give a damn about these things, whereas I am more or less convinced that you, Larry, and your crew could care less and will likely use it as a source of your endless amusement. (Maybe not -- you may prove me wrong.)
I could continue to point a finger at you, but then three more fingers would point back at myself -- so I won't.
Have a nice day.
PS - Apology or amendment? Amended behavior involves correcting the wrong actions of the past. Which is why I have nothing to do with the DL world as such anymore, except to periodically return here to stand up when people bring my name into this shit. It's one thing to say, "I'm sorry" (which I am), but it's quite another to avoid repeating the mistakes of the past. I would hope for amendment and forgiveness, not apology and acceptance.
In November 2006, as the result of multiple stressors, I suffered from an accute attack of paranoia brought on by an uncontrolled hypomanic episode. In classic style, I began to draw connections between things that were not there. Once I identified what was happening, I dropped it all, stepped back, and sought proper medical attention.
You, on the other hand, not identifying what was happening (for how could you have?) assumed I had some motive, when in fact the motive was my near complete psychic disintegration.
I'm fairly certain that Gus, Gollin, and others saw this coming in me for years, since I am a text-book high risk candidate for what happened to me. I suspect that Gus, Gollin, and others actually give a damn about these things, whereas I am more or less convinced that you, Larry, and your crew could care less and will likely use it as a source of your endless amusement. (Maybe not -- you may prove me wrong.)
I could continue to point a finger at you, but then three more fingers would point back at myself -- so I won't.
Have a nice day.
PS - Apology or amendment? Amended behavior involves correcting the wrong actions of the past. Which is why I have nothing to do with the DL world as such anymore, except to periodically return here to stand up when people bring my name into this shit. It's one thing to say, "I'm sorry" (which I am), but it's quite another to avoid repeating the mistakes of the past. I would hope for amendment and forgiveness, not apology and acceptance.
