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Thursday, January 30, 2003 ( 10:45 PM ) YOU are not worth my time I miss myself. You'd miss me too if you knew who I was. Oh well. P.S. I am paranoid and I cut my lip with scissors. This fragile state *must* end. # Wednesday, January 29, 2003 ( 7:46 PM ) Do you every get that feeling of anticipation and then you have to think about what you are anticipating? Like just now, I got it and I thought and thought and finally the word transexual popped into my head. "Hmmm.... what could be transexual and worth anticipating? Hmmm.... Billy- No. GSA.... ummmm no. Drag... Queens? No. Drag... day? YES!!!!!" So, I am excited about drag day and wearing boxers and boy pants and a boy shirt. Lucretia walks into a room. Because she does it's not the same. The one she wanted to be him she said 'everywhere I go damn there I am. And I just want to walk away. Won't you let me walk away sometimes?..." -ben folds. lateri mi amiga # Monday, January 27, 2003 ( 7:48 PM ) I saw you standing on the corner waiting for the bus. Hmmmm. A monday. Today was the first day of spirit week. Wearing black and saying cheers. Cheers that are not good. "Man, *garble* our cheer really sucked" "Excuse me, Max Rich, did you present an alternative cheer? No." "uh." "So should you be talking? Double no." Man. Biology can ve so distressing. That blue star on your dress. And I stopped breathing for a moment, I was staring I think. At that blue star on your dress. I'll see you again, if only in my dreams. There were other things to say, but I don't care anymore. Everything's fine. lateri. # Sunday, January 26, 2003 ( 12:59 PM ) I don't mean in love, I was obsessed. I'm glad it has warmed up, the blistering cold was beginning to effect my "sanity." I should do homework soon. At least I am dressed. That's my accomplishment of today. If we met tomorrow for the very first time, Would it start all over again, would I try to make you mine? Last night I went to winter formal. It was fun. Lots of pretty dresses. Maureen came which was good since I hadn't seen her since a week ago. We used to see each everyday. Oh well, at least she hasn't moved. Yesterday Sean was teaching me how to play Nirvana. I have decided to let my hair get really long like before. Before all the madness started, when my buddies weren't dilluted with sex and drugs. That reminds me, recently I saw Joan Rivers and she looked *really* fake. Never had this taste in my mouth. lateri. # Friday, January 24, 2003 ( 11:17 AM ) "TRICK OR TREAT" - my socks. *updating side stuff* lateri. # Thursday, January 23, 2003 ( 7:15 PM ) *Cryophobia* My mom is going to London for a few days. Today my dad and I ate at famous daves. I feel like curling up into the fetal position my tummy is soooo full. I had rib tips and they gave me way too much food. While we were getting ready to leave my ex-art teacher (Scott) walked in. It was weird. But I guess everything is these days. Like that one video we watched in punk rock club which was awful. It's very cold. I need to do my math. lateri. # Wednesday, January 22, 2003 ( 4:41 PM ) The only way to love me baby is to pay a pretty fee. Well. I have something to say: WAY TO GO TOM!!!!! Something has finally happened so that the text on your computer isn't cut off. Well let's see. Folks, I have been thinking about changing my template because the width of the text on this one is WAY to thin. Today after school Maciek offered me a mint. But I refused because I didn't want one. It was a wee bit strange. Another strange thing is Ike leaving our class. Many people are very sad. It's weird because he seemed to like it. But whatever. At least he doesn't have to commute to school anymore. This saturday will be very busy for me. I am thinking deeply about how to fit everything in. lateri. # Tuesday, January 21, 2003 ( 7:02 PM ) I wish I could tell you how I really feel. But that would suck. Anyhow. Today we picked up my cat from the vet. He is acting a little weird. When we were in the vet's I tried not to touch anything because of all the sick kitties and doggies that go there. But I had to take a HERSHEY's kiss because it was green. They said that we should let him eat whatever he wants. So we gave him some tuna. I am lobbying to go to schnucks and buy some of that "Fancy Feast" food for him because the commercial with the fat white cat is funny. TAHA. betty won’t stop listening to modern rock how she hates to be alone i try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says hey i rock the haro sport i rock the cowgirl blues i rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my velcro shoes what’s up with will and grace i don’t get drum and bass the future freaks me out -MCS lateri. # Sunday, January 19, 2003 ( 6:24 PM ) The greatest thing you will ever learn is to be loved and to love in return. Last night I went to my friend Olivia's sleepover-birthday party. We watched lots of movies. First we watched Shreck. Then we watched Moulin Rouge. Which is such a good movie because it has a. Ewan McGregor (props to David, taha) and b. a singing moon. Not to mention the Absinthe Fairy, who we realised was Kylie Minogue. Today is the nineteenth... my, how time flies. On friday night Tom, Mark and I went to see Solo Mono. Then after the second band (which had a really good light show and fog stuff) we got really tired and didnt watch the third band. but we could hear them. Yes, we could hear them. Then Solo Mono played which was nice because I like them. Then, the next day I went to north prospect and protested war on Iraq. It was wonderful. Oodles of frozen fun. chie182 (5:31 PM): UR oodles of frozen fun! I am. Max Schnuer was there and we started jigging to stay warm when someone gave us the finger. A nice person gave us warm bread and it was good. Unfortunately, I am not coordinated enough to hold bread and a sign so I dropped some. Speaking of signs, mine said "QUESTION WHAT YOU ARE TOLD," Tess' said "YOU ARE BEING LIED TO." And one of Batia's said: "Peace Must Prevail." This friday in AI (www.aiusa.org) club we will either be making signs for protesting or watching this video I got in the mail. Overall, I think everyone at the protest had a good time even though it was freezing and people were spilling hot chocolate on each other and themselves. Someone had a drum and he was playing music. I am tired of people being stupid. I have removed the link to Matt's blog from my blog. You never saw it because it was in special type that only showed up when he updated and since he hasn't updated since Nov. 7th (link inserted Nov. 8th) it is invisible and useless. Which is too bad because I like reading his perspective on "life." Even I don't get it. lateri # Thursday, January 16, 2003 ( 6:00 PM ) It is important not to cry when you chop onions because if you start, you might not stop. Aliveness was not so good. Except for the Cane Toad movie, that rocked. There was a girl named Dairy Queen. I wonder what being named dairy would be like. "Hi I'm Dairy Loots-Gollin, nice to meet you." Hmmmm. I think I like Cordelia better. *sigh* I am at my Mommy's work. She is talking with someone. My history is done... it was long and evil. Now I am (was) reading a sad part of "Bless Me, Ultima." I had to stop, it was too much for me. Today I became more aware of my writing bump. I think it was almost gone this summer. Yesterday was the orchestra concert... It wasn't as fun as last year. But Mark came which was nice, even though a ran away from him. He should have brought a book because high school concerts are boring. Today Michael Green told me that I was staring into his father's camera the whole time. I didn't mean to ruin the pictures, I just look into the balcony when resting. lateri.......................................... # Wednesday, January 15, 2003 ( 5:13 PM ) They were staring at us while we made dirty jokes and thinking gee, "I wish that I could be like them." Damn. Aliveness is good today. Gack. # Tuesday, January 14, 2003 ( 8:33 PM ) Why do my parents insist that I must study more and then make me do their time-consuming chores? I don't know. "Dad, I have a ton of history homework" "Well, I have a lot to do on my computer." Since when does the cook get away with out washing dishes? Since never. He should be careful, I could start washing dishes like my grandmother. But then he'd make me do them again. Maybe, I could be like zhe and drop all the dishes. But then I'd have to clean up and wash more dishes since we'd have less plates. Perhaps I could stop eating his food and then I wouldn't have to wash his dishes. Hm. NO. bad plan. Will think of a better on. iretal. # Monday, January 13, 2003 ( 9:56 PM ) Today in PE I got to jump rope. That was fun except then I was late for CS. Which was bad because Beasley opened the door for me and Annie and it was scary. Then I had to sit on the floor and he made scary eyes for a long time. Go to Tom or Mark's blog and click the link to see our bacon party. I wonder what Angelina's blog address is... she should tell me. The tylenol I took isn't making my headache go away so I think I'll just try to sleep off this feeling of utter crappy sickness. lateri. # Saturday, January 11, 2003 ( 11:35 AM ) Listening to the Biv. I am hoping to have a bacon party today. I think Kari will have to come. So Tom can meet her. I think I know what I'm going to be for Halloween. But it's a secret... unless I already told you. Then it's not. Today is a good day to buy shoes. That, then party. THE PROBLEM HAS BEEN RESOLVED. but I am not at liberty to discuss it with YOU, agent x. My cat and I are sitting here, collectively craving for summer. Today Gov. Ryan is giving his last speech at Northwestern listen to WILL at one. For the perhaps historic event of him declaring clemency. *fight* .lateri. # Friday, January 10, 2003 ( 11:05 PM ) *Please leave your psychological baggage at the door* Yup. I watched "Like water for chocolate." That movie with Magical Realism that we watched in English. It was good. Today was the last day of the semester. Hm. Half a school year. Over. Summer soon. Yay. My cat is here he looks bigger that before. My mom is worried about him because he doesn't eat all his food and he sleeps all the time. .lateri agents. # Wednesday, January 08, 2003 ( 9:48 PM ) I saw an anouncement about the 30 hour fast at Grace Lutheran Church. It said "So-and-so clipped 56 clothespins onto his face. For nothing. Mary fasted for 30 hours and helped feed an entire village" and then it was like "bla bla do the 30 hour fast bla bla" and now that I think about it I wonder if clothespin face is sad that the lutheran church thinks he is a useless waste of god power. I really wouldn't mind a juice box. My mom and I ate at La Bambas it was tasty I am going to go wash my hair out. I have thought of something. But I am not at liberty to discuss it. boohoo. Tomorrow we are going to watch a movie in health that is my favorite thing to do in health. Today in health I was picking up papers for people and putting them on desks (not neccessarily theirs*) and max rich said "Cordelia, why are you helping al? I thought you hated him." I replied, "Max, hate is not a family value" and he said "Cordelia, cordelia, cordelia" and kind of shook his head like I was silly. Then he had his ENORMOUS backpack clogging the aisle and, clumsy me, I tripped over it on the way to the stapler and he was like "Hey, watch where your walking" I told him not to obstruct the passageway. When his soda was knocked off his desk (closed) I picked it up and told him to be careful when opening it. Just like I would have done had it fallen by itself. Anyhow. My cat just licked my arm. Agent Cordelia is off. Lateri # Tuesday, January 07, 2003 ( 7:14 PM ) Do any of you know Hot Topic's phone number? Today I was looking at chocolate cake recipes and I think I'll make one of them this weekend but I can't decide what to frost it with. It is rather cold today. Tomorrow I will wear a big fat shirt to keep me warm. I really need to find my chapstick. Today I went to my dad's office after school like I was supposed to. But he wasn't in his office so I went to his lab and his grad students said that they hadn't seen him all day. So I called him at home and it turned out that he never left the house. How strange. UGH. lateri # Sunday, January 05, 2003 ( 4:45 PM ) My mouth regained feeling while I was eating the "eggplant experience" sandwich at cafe kopi. MMMM MMM good. Kari and Maureen were there and we were talking about the good old days of elementary school. Then we went home and ate good cake and drank milk. Then we built Maureen a dream house on the sims. She got mad because Cordeli SIM stole "B" the one she "made specially" for herself. HAHA. She was stuck with "Sean" (I didn't pick the names... scout's honor). Speaking of scouts, please buy some girl scout cookies from me. Eh hem. Right now I'm listening to Weezer singing about the japanese girl sending rivers a letter. yay. At five my mom is making me go out into the cold and peddle sweets. I am rather hungry and I think I need a snack to give me energy. My cat is sitting on my lap staring hungrily at the pretty carnations in my room. I was just reading my new year's resolutions. They're stupid. Tomorrow my alarm is going to wake me up with Weezer I am a little excited. Oh yeah. Today I learned how to weave. I made a seat cover/ wall hanging. It's pretty and I had fun. lateri to you and vacation... # Friday, January 03, 2003 ( 12:19 PM ) *Welcome to the Land of Dental Woe* I had to go to the dentist at nine. It should have been later since they put me in the chair with a bib and made me wait for about 8 minutes. Then they gave me a series of painful novocaine shots. I really wonder when I'll have feeling in my right face side again... even my ear is numb. So today Kari also had a dentist appointment and then later we'll do something. I think I should eat but I have to be careful and so do you. lateri # Thursday, January 02, 2003 ( 11:04 PM ) *Yawn* I got back from Michigan today. Sadly, I didn't get to see my friend Rachel. Our friends had their annual new year's eve party. I wore my pretty black one shoulder dress and got a prize. I also ate mushroom tarts which were scrumdidliumptious. Today Mark and I went to see "Catch Me if You Can." I liked it. I think he did too. While we were waiting for his mom to pick us up we played the hand slap game. It was great fun. We went to the beverley which is too bad... I don't like the beverley. I am supposed to go to bed soon. I watched jackass *red* and there was a skit with this guy dressed up as the devil with a sign that read "Keep God Out of California." It was rather humorous. Then there was a program about escorts. But I didn't watch it. I came upstairs to type this. And here I am. I have no deep things to say because my body is permanently used to going to sleep at 1 am. And being evily woken up by parents at 9. So I need sleep. Tomorrow I'd like to sleep uninterrupted... So if you call me before 10:30. I will get myself out of bed, trudge over to your house and kill you. Or maybe I'll just be mad. Whatever. If I promised to call, I'll call. Nevermind that last paragraph, that was my cat. CatGirlCool (11:00 PM): hi BLueFiReDRMR (11:00 PM): hey CatGirlCool (11:01 PM): hiya lateri mes amis # |
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